Scene:Weird

Tiring days @ work and surprisingly lazy evenings.The same monotony of work,travelling and struggle for survival continues.The cacophony of all the musical instruments at work,the constant nagging of people related to work (No..they are not the ones at office but the ones who call us up)and the work itself is not pulling me down.I am somehow enjoying this chaos and I think I am in total control.I was in control over everything till yesterday.but something swept me of my feet yesterday.Maybe it was the situation or maybe it was just the little sweet gesture by someone special.Whatever it was ,I do thank my stars for it.Not that I don't remember the past,but just that the moment of presence is divine and it negates the bitter past.I really can't and won't think about the future as it is never too rosy.Maybe I should just live the presence and walk on the thin line of bitter-sweet happiness.The past was too great to forget and the presence is too hectic to keep a track off.

PS: Of late I listen to "Creep" by Radiohead every now and then.Thanks to Greg.Nice song and crazy lyrics.

When you were here before

Couldn’t look you in the eye

You’re just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

And I wish I was special

You’re so fuckin’ special !!!

I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don’t belong here.

I don’t care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I’m not around

You’re so fuckin’ special

I wish I was special

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo.

What the hell am I doing here?

I don’t belong here.

She’s running out again,

She’s running out

She’s run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You’re so fuckin’ special

I wish I was special...

But I’m a creep, I’m a weirdo,

What the hell am I doing here?

I don’t belong here.I don’t belong here.

Hanging on !!!

These days I am hanging out with guys from the band "FAITH" quite a lot.Right from getting up in the morning to the late night jamming sessions...well ask me about it..am having fun ,loads of it. Every day I turn up at their place in the evening and shamelessly stick around for days.Somehow, I feel these days are probably the best days of my life,considering the fact that I went through lots of shit the whole year. I am planning to start a new blog completely dedicated to Rock N Roll.
Believe it or not,somehow I have started loving my job a lot.My bosses are a bunch of cool and caring people who really make me feel at home.So no more bitching about my bosses. I am still without a phone and I am not complaining.It is helping me in becoming a Socio-Phobic (I really wonder if there is something called socio-phobic).In a way it is helping me as no-one can irritate me by calling up anymore.Still without a place to stay and am living my life as a rolling stone.But..hey I am not complaining.

PS: God knows what happened to me,but tried contacting this bitch from my previous office.Luckily I don't call her anymore.
PS:I have started remembering the good old days in Marine Lines,thanks to the encounter with some old(****) friends of mine.

Take : 2

So finally I am back after running away from myself ,from B'bay , from everyone.Ajmer was fun so was Goa. Not a single day passed without day dreaming: of course about going there again. But here I am , back in he streets without a shelter and without having any clue of where I am heading to.

Luck is with me though.Got a job with two coolest bosses and am feeling at home.However my search for an accommodation still continues and I hope lady luck smiles.It was a frustrating day filled with lots of double standards. Wish I could say it all ,but its so hard.

A new job but not a new beginning. When will the things change? I really don't know.I have given up thinking about it too much.